January 2010
“The stars are always there but we miss them in the dirt and clouds. We miss them...”
What did I just do? I thought this was over, but apparantly it’s never going away.. I just lost hope. That’s something I never wanted to happen. But this is all coming back. I really never thought this could happen. I thought I was stronger than this. I though I was a more postivie person. It’s all happening again. My head is spinning and I have that numb feeling. I...
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“We make it sound excessive but we’re not fucking alcoholics or anything....”
– Alex Gaskarth
Whenever I have a good feeling.
Whenever I feel like something is going good, it always turns out bad. I’m feeling good about this. Which makes me nervous…. shit. This probably only makes sense in my brain, I’ll explain in a way simpler way than it is. When you think you did amazing on a test and you had a great feeling about it, but you really failed. That’s what I’m trying to get at here.....
Ke$ha
I LOVE her music.
She’s absolutly stunning, I wish I looked like her.
I WANT HER WARDROBE. Seriously, everything in her closet.
I can’t wait to see her live, omg<3
Oh, you guys!
This morning I was on the phone with Bridge and we figured out what my hives the other day were from. THEY WERE FROM HIM, THE STRESS HE PUTS ON ME. He’s not only on my brain you guys, he’s also on my friggen skin. like what even? Grrrrrr. I still have two hives left too. One on my left arm and one on my right hand. It’s been three days, I don’t think those two are going...
Srubscrubscrub.
I’m still in the clothes as I was New Years Eve. Omg hahahah. I must go shower immediatly. I’ve been in a bad mood since I saw him and kind of just layed around. I decided were gonna talk about everything next week, it’s about time. But for now I’m going to shower lmao. I’ll be back though :)
I started this year off way wrong..
If 2010 goes the way it has since lastnight, I will not be happy. I can feel myself falling into that state of mind that I don’t like. I’m going learn to overcome my negativeness for the new year. I need to overcome the times when I feel this shitty. Last night sucked, it made me realize a lot of things, my stupidity and all the mistakes I made in 2009 and how easy it is to let little...