to die would be an awfully big adventure

Anonymous: hey nice body, can i touch it?

no.

idk i just really like taking selfies

Put my extensions in <33
I wish I had the time or patience to put them in everyday again.

I’m meeting Demi Lovato in less than 24 hours.

Okay so here’s the story of how I now believe in God, or that there is some sort of higher power. This might seem ridiculous but it makes sense to me. Sorry If this is unnecessarily long.
So I spent wasted the past month of my life calling Kiss 108 (my local radio station) trying to win tickets to their concert because Demi Lovato is playing it and they were giving away passes to meet her. I had alarms set on my phone for every single time. I woke up at 7am when I didn’t have to. Then I also entered a contest at Market basket where you filled out a form and mailed it in, also to meet her. I never wanted anything so bad. I was so frustrated that it was out of my hands and that I couldn’t just buy a meet and greet. I don’t deal well with not getting what I want (yeah I know i’m a little princess bitch, whatever) So every night I wore my Demi Lovato tshirt to bed and prayed to God I would win. I was really scared I was being selfish by doing that. That I should be praying for important things like the victims of the Boston Bombings or people with cancer. Something that actually mattered. But I still prayed every night. Even though I didn’t believe in God. I didn’t win either contest and I was really upset but tried to not let it get to me. So last night I went to see Paramore with a couple friends. While we were waiting in line a guy with a Jesus sign and pamphlets came up to us. Everyone in line was yelling at him and being so rude. Taking his pamphlets and throwing them on the ground. So I took a pamphlet and he gave me this little pink pocket bible (which I loved, like how cute!) I kept it in my back packet through out the show with my ticket. After leaving the concert I had lost my ticket (which I was upset about because I keep all my ticket and collect them) my jeans were ripped and had a rip on the pocket, but the bible was still there and in perfect condition. Anyway, so before the band came on we were talking about the Jesus guy outside and I was telling my friend how I was literally praying to meet Demi and how I felt selfish for doing so. We laughed about it and she was like “Imagine if you got an email right now saying you won the contest like thank you Jesus” literally an hour later during the concert Demi Lovato meet and greet packages went up on sale. I left the crowd and bought it and now I get to meet her like I wanted. I know that either way those meet and greets were going to go on sale and I know that this is a really stupid reason to start believing in God, but I really do. Like whether it was God or some other higher power or whatever it was. Someone/something came through for me. I really don’t care if you think this is stupid. That little pink pocket Bible survived the whole concert completely unharmed and it’s now my lucky charm and I plan to keep it with me all the time.
It’s also weird because for about the past two months I’ve been missing my grandparents who’ve passed away so much. I used to go to church with them on Sundays when I was younger so for the past couple months i’ve had this urge to go to Church. I feel like maybe this is all happening for a reason and i’m not saying i’m going to become obsessed with God or anything but i’m happy i’m questioning my faith because I never really gave it a chance.

Lithium lyrics written by Kurt Cobain

Hayley Williams
Boston House Of Blues
5/15/13

Demi Lovato - I Hate You, Don’t Leave Me (Target exclusive bonus track)

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